Im starting to have big difficulty accepting others negative opinions about smoking weed. I guess because im in Sydney and the people im surrounded with now are much older, mostly foreign or from very wealthy families. Making all honest opinions very bold and forward. I am personally not one to care about other peoples judgements, but its difficult to take on such harsh opinions about a certain habit. 

In truth, if i wasnt getting high i would be drinking all the time, I have an addictive and restless personality if I dont get high my emotions become impatient and I become depressed, and in a way everyone is like that we all just deal differently and different things affect us differently. Some people result to meth for fucks sake, im pretty sure a little weed to relax is not going to hurt anyone.

These opinionated people do not understand the friends I have or have had in my life. All with very different personal problems or lifestyles. Noone knows what i did in Melbourne for those 13 months. I never had drugs, I knew and became involved with alot of messed up people and I delt with life in a very different way.

It was moving to Jindabyne when I did start smoking it regulary. It bought me alot closer to certain friends back home. Those friendships we created being high and talking shit, laughing, eating, playing C.O.D are the best and closest friendships I will ever have.